Copyright 2012 – SpiralShell R Talis 11Sept2012. Treatment – All rights reserved.
We create our own mental space & understanding of it . by the order in which we arrange our lives , somewhat like the space we live in. Messy habits perpetuate a mess in Mind that is difficult to understand how to clean especially for Self , which after all creates it in the first place. So we get used to our own garden of crap no matter how messy it is to others or efforts to clean it up, our Pride won’t admit a clean garden is any better.
And so it overgrows, with our new adventures of Ego giving promise to Self (its the proverbial contract with the devil) as past lessons are forgotten, and trampled by your newfound ‘ friend ‘ who takes more than he gives… Stupid Pride in temporary delusion , being fed off Ego for the wrong reason, sympathy.
What happens, is sympathy pays off Reason in disguise, its like a violin at a bad dinner, the music is too good to ask for your money back … Meanwhile u get sic from the food…its the oldest trick in the book..one violin keeps the whole restaurant happy…
So it is inside your walled garden, let it be a cabaret restaurant, and your tables past experiences …you cannot move these tables easily , so how much easier for a new experience to trample on the weeds growing out of past experience tables ? The cabaret swings into a new tempo, an you serve questionable food at old tables, internal dialog via your new experience serves questionable food to show your memories its best to stay away …one way to avoid weeding the garden , dreaming away realities of past damaged experiences. As habits die hard, to remove the old furniture is the greatest challenge, a change of address to a different state or country works best.
Most are stuck between their illusion / Emotion garden wall restaurant ..Pretending to be happy. Serving reheated food, fries & Coke. Then someone fresh walks in & what a difference, husband wants to kill him, the wife does handstands in the kitchen… U know the story.
How critically stupid can a programmed society become, living the same pretend game When we need each town with its own level of tolerance, its own medical team, lifestyle cities , based on a relaxed set of conditions. The elite are immune to prosecution , thus a NewOrder for cities having variously coded privilidge , as an incentive for population, with a 3 strikes and your out policy against offenders. America has that in State law, so thats a grand start , only needing to restore peace of mind, health & the economy
If we don’t like it downtown, head off to NY city. Its like that there
There are 3 states in our 3 dimensions :
Random (illusion) ,
Undecided (Emotion)
Purpose (Reality) , within these states one finds random chaos of raw thinking .
Dreaming is different things to different people … not many could agree there are 3 states to everything, except scientists …
Gas , Liquid , Solid …
Gas – illusion , mist…vapor..dream, dispersed , reforming , trick , condense
Liquid – emotion, imagination, shape change , pour into form , hard to compress
Solid – Reason of Purpose. This is where things happen … test of Wil and Will.
Personal Power is very Solid
Dreams are held on to like jewels, by some with Purpose , others jus to hold on to…
Perhaps its as they have nothing , the dream being the only precious experience in the dark spaces inhabited by mystical creatures of the imagination …
Dreaming is the only free journey so why not enjoy the experience
So how smart are you when u dont ask youself What is the Purpose ?
illusion Dreamer – Simple mind, free-flowing , go with the flow Easy Street type who believe u can’t change anything …Lose their life trying hard jus to stay happy. Lazy.
Emotion Dreamer – Passionate artistic, social butterfly , change anything for Self satisfaction. Chaser of Myth. Attraction / Repulsion Game. Trapped in Feeling.
Purpose Dreamer – giving of Self for experience or Gain. Attractor. Power player.
Most play in the sandpit of Emotion…without recognizing each year digs deeper into Self satisfaction , that lazy state of mind that suburbia is famous for. Each sucker mowing his lawn with his own mower, his own barbecue, his own pool, his own wife.
99% of all sensory information is discarded by the brain as irrelevant. Approximately 6% of our brain neural network is used to filter sensory input, which comprises 85% vision , 10% audible an 5% sensations incl skin, smell, taste. Another 10% of the brains neural network spends time recalling memory of events that our sensory filter triggers randomly, or for those having aptitude, purposeful triggers add to that 16% neural network harness of stated 6% sensory filter and 10% random recall. Clear ?
Above average person is using 16% of his normal brain, add alcohol and that 10% drops to 5% after a few drinks , add weed and your vision processing drops to 20% knocking off 4% off the normal 6% , leaving an intoxicated stoner with 2 % max headroom.
An excess of alcohol drops that down to 1% where the legless go camping.
So we have 99% of our sensory input thrown in the dumpster, 1 % of leftover used to feed 16 % of the brain if we’re sober , or 1 % feeding 2 % if we’re wasted , No wonder drugs are popular … Why waste the other 14 % of our brain , right ? Put it to some use.
In a world of such diversity does it ever cross anyones mind, why this is the choice of todays adolescence ? It really is the media , the coked up movies and the random upbringing screaming an shouting , out of control Egos , completely confusing states of mind we all see.
What else can you expect ?
If thats you, dont read any more ,,, u wont understand a word …
Dreamers spend their lives in random circles , which act to enclose (cage) potential by reality barriers, in other words : random experience overlay ones true knowledge with noise , the best representation of random information. Think about it , of all things in nature noise represents random events closer than anything else, meaning random access to our thought process at best builds a pot-holed road, each hole becomes another, then another future challenge, they are never filled. The person needs removal before the road becomes a pattern blocking Reason in their life.
Random circles tend to grow or shrink, depending on how many times that road is followed ..by other deamers. As Reason is not part of anything dreamers do, it gets easy to waste a life comparing other dreamers size and shape pot-holes. It takes majik to shift these holes away from a dreamers road , as the dreamer cannot finalize old temptations , they cannot let go of their personal investment in the past, which soon returns. Often that majik needs to change their lives, breaking habits by a major phase reversal of their lifestyle if any success is to be recognized.
Back to sensory information , Of the remainder 1% less than 1% of that is used for immediate motor response, most of that remainder 1% is stored for future control (Secs to Days) and use in thinking processes. Both these latter processes leave selective facilitation within synaptic networks utilized as signal pathways in those processes. Facilitation is a name given when a Recollection of Experience (RoE) is able to trigger very similar transmission of impulses through the same synapses that the initial experience produced, even in dreaming. Syneptic network Facilitation shows that signals in the brain (thought patterns) often induce sensory impulses giving the person perception of experiencing the original feelings.
If this was taught at home , and later at pre-school then kids could grow knowing a rational explanation for so many mysteries, and thus stay in control of their lives , instead of gambling the highway of hard knocks. It is obvious we live in darkness to many physiological processes going on in our heads, and from an early age when question time is at a critical phase to understanding the world around, we are denied the most basic right to know how feeling really works. Instead we are deprived, to grow with fears dealing with unknown signals that can be taught as an early science instead of potentially throwing adolescence off-course from an otherwise secure mental position.
Indeed the psychologists are blind , and between them and the pharmaceutical companies must bear the blame of hundreds of millions casualties, the statistics show some form of attention deficit syndrome, bipolar disorder or psychosis. May the genetic strands of that maligned medical society break apart into exposed incompetance, having misrepresented themselves, may that spirit obtain realignment with purpose.
No wonder child may often lose control of reality, later adolescent experiences difficult to come to terms with, basically a disconnected physiology is allowed whilst modern medicine has proven cause and effect of so many mental issues common with growing up. No-one has noticed how easily an entire population is led into lies that breed disaster into the human potential. Its called our own selfish point of view
Potential future disaster may precipitate simply from a series of personal letdowns such as event miscalculations brought upon the less experienced in their reliance of ‘things just happen’ or , ‘ i am protected ‘ illusions which may have applied under a parents roof , mysteriously disappear in the outside world… Everyone knows that false security experienced as kids within a successful family , ..is easy to take those feelings with you , … one bit of advice ; Careful where &why the Wind.
Boys have no self restraint , men even worse, its a dis-ease of the brain that is caught by Deceit & watered by Pride … a bad seed of a weed that is hard to shift once it takes root , similar to psychlogical damage left from growing up with unexplained dejaVU, repeated phantom experiences that unbalance the mind in absence of a rational explanation. Not only is talking to god taught at an unexpecting age by brainwashed parents , the fear of god comes in as a special offer, followed by later psychological assessment asking if the kid hears voices , or other unexplained experiences… Come on fellows… is this the secret society of collective virgins speaking to you dumb arse followers of superstition , ghosts and the easter rabbit, … what’s next, pinocchio ? Wake up, or keep taking your medication forever. There is a GOD to see to that.
Tatooed, with gold snarling teeth and serves you breakfast, drink it freddy … Its your other side that u were too drunk or out of it , to make friends or come back to again.
Is it not easier to come to logical terms with this damaging silence, these days deafening silence, … find the time to get an education somewhere, petition for more reality television and finally some intelligence may find its way through the cursin fkin Ego-refried kitchen shows.
Suddenly explained, all spiritual experiences take on a logical meaning with added basis, instead of accusational superstition. There is life after death , there is cellular memory , we inherit as much as our intelligence can cope with , and that’s not abundant… tho could be, generations ago, if only sensible early learning was available. Moreso, young minds need not torture themselves with unexplained phenomena , capitalized by rampant producers at drama-school hollywood.
Particularly the belief system of feeling that is allowed to propagate from an early age, partly a dis-ease of parential over-attention, partly another dis-ease growing up with Fears of wrong answers, which may lead to various early syndromes through withdrawal. Another is addiction to stuff thrown at you to keep you quiet , usually snacks to make u fat, either way Self gets too much gratification early inLife , this attention carried into school when achievement is a physical survival .. too bad about the Self addictions which arn’t supported at school … run home to mummy for a fix, its alright, have a half pound lolly. It takes a special kid not to eat it all…
This is a mess from home at crisis level. Wtf do these ‘parents’ think , not much, cause its taken every ounce of their withall to jus keep the family together, let alone worry …hell they do that for free , let alone deal practically with any psychological issues. Pride is the profit of Ego , pity all those misguided family units that did not check out the level of insanity in Ego, in every mans heart before they set upon those problem kids.
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There are 3 ways to live. Go the right way , Go the wrong way , or sit on the Fence watch it pass you by. In the thick smoke of Society , there is a perfect Way : Sit on Wall Observing Best Conditions ( SWOBC ) to get your feet wet (no such thing as perfect timing , its random) Sitting on the Fence can be harder than one thinks , more u look the more u see , until it starts to develop into a social contest of seeing what you expect (usually the well trodden path)** eventually U select who to respond favorably with. Action always tempt 2 throw off the Fence ( hey, Wall is better ) into the thick of right or wrong, if U are patient, back and forth until certain internal understanding matches external situations, which slows the flipping. Then you know its right time, come down … Random friendly Chat eventually swing open new doors of possibility, ( everyone wants something) albeit, dressed up in Desire ( lets call this “Needs 2 Fulfil” for the Honest). Rampant Wants for most.
** well trodden: easy way there ; most popular ; certain music has a certain fashion , clothes, tattoos and piercing , its talked about so much that its considered membership , a primitive passport , … did it hurt ? What a lifestyle scratching body lice for the love of the smell of vinyl records , what about: have to clean muso’s toilets (they won’t) cause your place is their place, so U cook as well as clean up.. Hey they’re not all that bad ,.. do you feel lucky ? if so what else is wrong with U ?
New arrivals to this club get treated like virgin stars , spoilt for choice , nothing is a problem … Jus look at the gay experience , no problem darling … for the job seeking waiters there’s a long que … if you know what i mean. Much can be said, your experiences here ..
Finally, for survivors there comes a cross-road in ones life , that on cross over, the street seems to know what you want, each new company laying it on with eye opening surprise. One can only sit on the Wall for so long , until a pattern falls into place. After that hunt settles, it just takes a while to adjust the tempo, color and style , if you’re keen. More on that, in LiveFuture.
Hunters of style end up the hunted. Back on the Wall : Analyze choice and how it is made : thousands of mindscape scenarios unfold for attention, the club search narrows it down as a sport , often a random number is the one your ball drops into because it happens to be there. Pure chance , forget the mind games of luck ; random selection, something Nature forces on all life as a primitive means of survival. A protective measure like war and contest, to drive man far and wide in search for something outside his own village. As far as luck can be thrown , does intelligent selection play a final part ? Why one never hears much in the way of partner complement, escapes logic, until competitive silence is recognised. Easy to see this in a pattern of body language , and type of Chat .. ( too many questions , certainly covers up a Warrior , as silence covers a Coward) How much to take is the $65 question , much better to be honest about it and say I need to go sit on the Wall to Observe , instead of cloud up and doubt in silence … Of course, there are always 2 playing the game , except when 1 takes everything seriously … That happens .
Of the 3 ways to live, each choice has a signpost: Redemption or Hell. So there are six choices from an observers position, of course this made more obvious by use of Archetype , as in Campbells, The Heros Journey. But who is standing still , these days ? Like Alices rabbit… Gotta know when its the right time. For what tho ? Read “The Man from Lisboa” which is so much more than a Railway mechanic .. Little Prince shows crazy side of handful of Rulers , does every one fit that picture ? Why does the Prince suicide ? There is no plan there, it is someones vision of the crazy world. Nothing of WHY we have wrong beliefs , stuck in a record groove …Vinyl sucks ! Here is a teachers letter in black…
To know when to stand still . Jumping into a hole is for rabbits. World is full of dimly lit holes. Takes time to recognize a powered hole ( its got light and vision , no good without vision ) All musos know how to run a lead into their black hole, light’s on and nobody’s home except us randy rabbits. Welcome to The Studio California.
An rockers can tell stories of many a rabbit hole they set for the traveller by running rechargeable batteries , which lasts about as long as their own interests. Pleeez … Allow some indulgence. Of these 6 paths, last 2 are fascinating, cause almost everyone ( 99%) are jumping around on the 1st four paths. As we all know its impossible to stay on the one path, unless you’re a nutter. J.C. was a great example of that , saw the train coming but refused to get off the tracks.
Looking at my own history, a complete lack of self discipline and jumping around the Left / Right School Rd. This is not fiction , a personal Spiral experience before I met Ana, was in outer space. I went too far, no self control , we all know in space no-one can hear you scream. Everyone hates control , the system has turned it into an unnatural enemy ~ something parents hammered into us until we all were turned off so bad … they kept sayin , one day you will know… Sure, Sure , who could care less ? They were right, tho a commercial system cramming it down everyones nostrils leaves a child in post hypnotic daze of way too much crap useless to being in any world.
A relaxed guided pace is so important in the early years rather than a jam packed day
Who the fcuk would give ’em the time of day , or want to share headspace about this .. parents got it from their teachers ..so it goes down the line. Rampant desire bred in
When honesty counts its easy to fail to control each situation that one climbs into, and let others take over whatever is achieved, or has been set out to achieve for those unfinished projects. Everyones got more unfinished projects than they have socks… all logical systems or devices that are simply underestimated how much horsepower is needed to move into production. My personal twist was to spend time refining , improving , inventing new things, and I met many others that were doing the same thing, usually with one device , like the Sterling Engine , although same as me stuck on the slope of a steep mountain. They couldn’t get off , I just kept shifting to a new campsite (project). I watched these guys come and go , an just kept going myself , so many more projects .. spun from early years wasted dreaming on Want St
An so when does this bus stop ? Once it hits outer space , it goes on until it hits an asteroid. When I look around now I see people in 1 of 2 states heading Inward or heading Out switching states of mind like a bad program robot with an intermittent short circuit. Its really scary , but these are the facts. The intermittent circuit, is jus a case of too much shit in the air around .. Temptation. Want is stronger than Need. Go find out ,,, get bored in a relationship and the first thing that strikes the Bell , is I WANT something out there. The average workplace is like a schoolyard with all-sorts of agenda going down. Like a comedy soft porn prison movie.
So create the Action (dynamic) of Lego Rd , Allow an estimate of its population as no more than 0.1% thats 1 in 1,000 with many working in charity, maybe lost someone dear (or themselves , replaced with Christ) … Ego is so strong it literally steps into this Spirit supporting role & adores the dedication, even if believed to be Holy. Thats religion in a nutshell, not a SpiralShell.
Much can be said about this type of giving intelligent criticism needs isolation from satire , which mostly plays down the object in conversation Sort of astral projection , isolated living , in a bubble or temple, same thing except the bubble is invisible. Its a soft place to be. Action Lego Rd is filled with mystery (to me a question of what is the real driving force) and then there’s excitement (to me that’s the methods used achieving the plan) , as Need and Want are flipping and it takes a lot to Tame oneself. Any starting points for other ideas , don’t worry on working for Christ , unless U include working for the Devil (dont kid yourself about temptation we’re all suckers for it) : so no righteous holy crap pleeez
Again there are 2 ways on the Right Road… Redemption , the Right Path which can only be completed with a partner – hard at first then as if by Majik , then there’s the Right Road of Hell when silent conflict attacks, growing rejection and finally pride and contempt consumes everything on stage.
Classic Bittersweet Death, or CBD (central business district) ensures nothing remains, it’s cellular memory at its worst reflecting historical nightmares even past life tragedy, battle , conquest , death. Mankind is a hypocrite, faraway from kind, nothing is perfect. Esp that which lives inside.
Of all that I have met personally , Vladimir shows the best self control, built up from years of dedication, and a good eye for somebody elses future, maybe not his own but who looks for reward points if they’re not shopping ? Both our lives are misconstrued. I recognise now what I could not without the stone moved, the one in front of my cave. I never forget a line in Starman: people are at their best when things are at their worst. This fact remains in personal affairs, great losses , heartbreak … If U dont find it , your looking in the wrong holes. It has a way of finding U – if you go looking for it , trouble is what U find. Unless you go here : but that is where nuns go to reclaim virginity. Oh , and priests also … http://www.lve.com/
The name Lego Rd., is based on a plan we once had. It is a place of Action or Inspiration (both of which are Indulgences , Lego promotes building something , even tho it’s an indulgence) – I described Action Lego Rd as a dynamic personality , usually excited about something ( christian missionary is an example, so is an inventor, or any selfless character in charge of a concept). Lego Rd is created here holding honest dynamics, contrast to the Left / Right School of competitive Ego, and self promotion, so common its sic. DO U like Lego cause it carries Ego in it physically , and starts with L , the Left School, which carries a reminder of how it assembles itself , from the Left field , with intrinsic warning of how the Right were disposed , like the Romans and the Greeks disposed through their Ego. Life is a Lie. link in Categories (left margin)
Other 0.9% Art Lego Rd , not always standing still (in mind) are creative artists. Conceptual Thinkers. Pure Indulgence. This is the preferred Road of meditation and relaxation, where its natural to switch from Action to Art , for a break, and stay on the Path. This is the switching choice for me, Lego Rd. Why not just live normal ? Well do you see where normal takes people ? To the black hole of complacency led by Right School Control freaks.
Going the right road with the wrong turn, the right road with the right turn, Left Road R turn ( redemption) , Left Road L turn ( hell ) , Lego Rd Artist , Lego Rd Action
It gets tricky for most because they are already moving , and have no idea if its the right road for them – let alone which turn they took. Let alone caring how to Stop. Its a bit like driving watching thru the rear vision mirror with the windscreen painted black , you can only see too late, the accidents you leave behind. Blind Faith.
Everyone can relate to the effect the wrong turn creates , Hell , who needs an intro ? I have this theory which is partially supported in several disciplines ( psychology, biology esp cellular regeneration and quantum theory ( esp visible statistical ) that life starts out on Lego Rd Artist , then Lego Rd Action (unless the kid is dyslexic) then depending on how many times parents switch between shouting at or treating your mental powers , one starts to take on a switching personality , manic or creative, depends on how one is treated. Ones success in life is entirely reflected on Path treatment. Like that ? No I dont need a mouse click like Facebook bullshit, jus join the company, Comment on this book , and earn a Contributor status, where you can control your own Chapter, like a Fork or Split.
Only you can add experience of the 1st 4 Paths , and influence of external elements to your life, in a Wiki style of Presentation, wait for it… Those 4 paths the Left and Right School influence each have a best direction , and to understand Redemption and Hell properly (these are the Yin / Yang outcomes of everything , no matter which Road you are on the L or the R School of Thought such understanding is manifest from careful writing , which becomes a historical record. It is said : The written record is the Temple of Mans Soul. As the Universe is the Temple of Majik.
You can experience Redemption on the wrong road easier than on the right road , why ? The Left School likes most folk on the wrong road , just look at todays world … and to keep them there , L School give out reward points just like you get with your rewards card when you shop at a place that rips you off. Most still think retail is a great idea. They pay huge rents for the privilege of showing you some junk made in China, if your tempted thay Extort twice the price you prefer to pay. From when the goods leave the factory the price has gone up 11 times what it cost to make. Thats a lot of handling , I go to the auctions at customs and sometimes get it for half price what it cost to make. A guy bought the Russian Space Shuttle for $1.2M , it cost $1.5Billion to build. Hey I would have bought that , another guy who was introduced by the DreamWorld team I talked to about Augmented Reality ( during the time they thought 4D cinema with vibrating seats was a good idea, they jus installed them .. yeeech .. if they put in massage chairs that could do traction on the spine, I said I’d be impressed) … Dreamworld?
The world is in the wrong hands , as if that ain’t obvious … What to do ? Vote Independent, move to Byron Bay and become a candidate. It seems Byron has the most gentle collections of Ego on display in Australia, once you get to know some tru locals. That does not include prostitutes that have carved a living out of cash only tourism, or anyone with commercial property holding business to ransom with unrealistic rental increases. There’s always rotten apples , here over 30% under the guise of hippy pop culture and a desperate want for green corridors running through the potholed town. Since when should fully laden council bitumen trucks run up and down Jonson St or Wentworth Rd without stopping for a single hole, instead off the Coopers Shoot Rd for a long lunch, maybe fill a mates driveway.
Spread it out fellas , you have a 200+ acre beachfront Becton Site that would make the perfect satellite Byron township and solve all problems , spread tourists out from town centre, reduced shop rents, and hey carry some of the traffic out of town cause a new Jonson St provides a similar look and feel with a similar commercial strip, maybe better , if the facilities are plannned well. Cmon, how long do I need to repeat this ?
Back to the point of L School rewards, its driven by temptation:
Left School reward points trigger brain centre endorphins giving the so called natural endorphin rush, go on look this up on the net, which we all crave , and found in any strenuous exercise, just look at the level of competitive urge in bodybuilding, or the music circuit which still flogs bands like dogs, in endless promotional tours that makes the organisers money, and the bands? nothing has changed.. sex and drug abuse going on , orgasm is one of the most endorphin productive rituals on the planet , and guess what : change of sex partner boosts the level of endorphins produced , which is why we spread out with partners or chase depraved acts, same partner sex jus doesn’t cut it. Way it is, I dont care if you’re the fkin Pope, Children Collide, or the Queen of England. Here’s Wiki:
Runner’s high (used for clarity , sex drive = more addictive mind cookie )
A publicized effect of endorphin production is the so-called “runner’s high”, which is said to occur when strenuous exercise takes a person over a threshold that activates endorphin production. Endorphins are released during long, continuous workouts, when the level of intensity is between moderate and high, and breathing is difficult. This also corresponds with the time that muscles use up their stored glycogen. During a release of endorphins, the person may be exposed to bodily harm from strenuous bodily functions after going past his or her body’s physical limit. This means that runners can keep running despite pain, continuously surpassing what they otherwise would consider to be their limit.
The level of euphoria was significantly increased after running and was inversely correlated with opioid binding in prefrontal/orbitofrontal cortices, the anterior cingulate cortex, bilateral insula, parainsular cortex, and temporoparietal regions. These findings support the “opioid theory” of the runner’s high and suggest region-specific effects in frontolimbic brain areas that are involved in the processing of affective states and mood.
Now where were we.. (this was written in a heartbreak week ..thru HarveyNorm uplink
ah yes , the Left School is sitting at its triumphant historical peak , just like the stockmarkets ( such bullshit, consumer spending raises the economy, Reserve have killed that off by giving all the money back to the banks to feed directly into the stockmarkets, monetary suicide, as they multiply gains artificially) Biggest insider trading in recorded history and in similar fashion, the Spirit Bank just keeps printing endorphin stimulus packages to feed the frenzy. Can this be proved ? Yes , Absolutely, but in the space here I try indirect logic: Same political arguments are poisoning the world including the Islamic culture. The Arguments are set by the Left / Right Schools , and even tho its roots are Islamic , the members of Islam seem to be carried away in some state of Frenzy that makes them look bad to the rest of the world, at least the part that’s shown on the media… Hmmm. How does that prove anything? By listening to the arguments one can see that fundamental thinking, Reasons to quality of life and not its destruction as painted in the media, by a minority group of “terrorists”. Designed to empower the elite class, taking full control of the legal , political and monetary system and modify freedom to “pay as you go” taxable commodities. What greater proof do you need other than the manipulative GFC ? Are the ones at the top suffering ? More than they know.
Redemption is that reward you get for going the right way , in a fashion of a bonus or buzz. Trouble is from which reward School does this come from ? Personally I find the easy buzz comes from the wrong side. The old saying nothing for nothing. I found that pursuing hard goals pays the best cookie. Its too easy to just sit there and talk about the future , the parties have to commit. So the last way to live has a signpost too , you can sit and stare in a confused state of mind or … create your own world from the pieces of Lego from the real world which you have access. AS we all know its these Lego building blocks ( like parts , nuts bolts , bricks , cement, essential oils , flavours , foodstuff at wholesale prices ) that give us power in the real world, because you can make finished goods ( food) from them and sell at a profit. Well has anyone noticed that it’s getting harder to make and market these things ? Regulation and availability are two influences , a third important one that is in short supply : Intelligence. Today is so fast pace that no-one much has the time to tune their Intelligence , It is fast becoming an Animal world , a world of survival, intelligence replaced by Feeling and Sensing , like the days old habits of Sacrifice were practiced. Sacrifice freedom. Liberty is soon a memory, then a farce. Is your quality of life improving ? Not unless you’re a bank.
Those dark times are approaching because the Left School will win its long battle, with intro of One World Gov.
Until that time (2015) there is opportunity only for the skilled with money to establish a market , with all done out there, the big opportunity appears to be in manufacture of essential products : Food. Jus spare a thought how easy it is to be over-excited these days, with the obvious political hoodwink going on right in front of our noses, and we can’t do a thing about it. Is that why our Arab friends are prepared to do extreme things? To bring attention to something more sinister ? Is that possible ? Its worst possible way, but is time running out or opportunity running out that our friends minds are possessed by the devil ? Is it possible we are heading into a financial brick wall, that without printing our own money, will end in Chaos ? … Jus my own over-excitment reminds me of this. If we all jus Chill, who is going to guard the front yard while they take your house and rights away? Am I suffering for nothing, or is there an important bigger picture here ? There is, instead of stupid acts of terror, start an offshore bank, through Panamas legally structured turnkey operators and lend money at 50% LVR to first mortgage business at 2% interest. More effective then any puppet violence, and gives immediate results. Dont know how to get a $100M line of credit ? Ask, and dont forget to merge with local financial building societies (as all the banks have been bought up)
They say the world has its own Nature to take care of , an people have lost contact with it. Lets go back to the Lego building blocks, which at least are available for the intelligent to utilize, to build empires, as we were taught as a child ~ ( crush, kill , destroy , anyone recall that ? ) Nothing smart changes in a hurry, except its modus operandi
I fit into that opportunity , because that’s what it’s called. Unfortunately am also a scientist and haven’t let go my childhood urge for learning , so I am just passing through a much bigger school , just the toys have got bigger. I really need someone ( or three ) to help steer the Ship. If there was such a thing as a Virtual Gym for your brain , I invented it. Because practice is a challenge , practiced temptation for most of my life, mainly because of a set of early experiences that literally were beyond comprehension, without drugs, which some would say take to understand them. As far as one could go , there is nothing like the real thing , and it ain’t Coke. When you’re close to facts important , it’s always someone from the opposite gene pool. Female in my case. Ana was the perfect soldier , except she was easily corrupt. Or led astray , of course her friends had strong opinions , but they had these not knowing the person they condemn, which really did not help Ana. Her first fall was her hardest, whatever happened in her storm wasn’t good. It took the Ship down. When I finally spoke with her a month later, it was obvious she had departed. Not one to give up without a plan or rather a map, we worked through each others emotional states… Looking for reason, seeing who was on the Right, and who had Left.
This is a Real Life experience, between a man still entangled in his youth , and an inspiring young lady looking to fulfill her dream. A Journey of separate realities brought together in a waking dream , occasional nightmare , spirited times shared in a virtual cinematic kaleidoscope of strong interpretation of each others visions , as they embraced our stage. As magnificent horses ride the forests and plains , so our mind-perceived roles unfolded before us with unshakable theatrical purpose and growing dramatica , from our starting point – Byron
Transfixed as Ana crossed the Cinema car-park with mission determination that could not be ignored , her pace reminded me of a magical intangible… Must speak to this kindred spirit , within minutes accomplished , and giving a little space , Dozed on an O’Sushi chair while her mission was completed. Awoke suddenly, realizing time had slipped , and with no clue if 1 hour or 2 passed , straight into the kiosk where we parted. She was just leaving … not often things fall that way. Never underestimate the enemy, esp the invisible enemy that pervades all of life , bringing to the front such tragedy that is best avoided, a mistake to ignore the signs, which pointed to eventual classic crash ‘n burn routine.
No idea dream already had perfusion on a kindred spirit I would share the next 7 months with.. however unaware of what the future held …
And the discoveries that would tear us apart , beginning with HiTech ideas, migrating to Skate Pinball a new skating experience , all the way to Hydrino Technology , which of course by now I wear a big label called Smart Arse , because I failed to recognize what exactly was in charge of our lives, viral code, so strong that it takes serial disaster to break things apart. Even while you are mending, another destroys.
In my mind there lives a stranger thing then me. Yours too. This lesson is for everyone that can understand it, because the greatest sacrifice is to lose someone you love, gradually while you can’t explain how to save her.
This story is that explanation , a redemption from madness.
AS prior saying , there are 3 ways to live , in each of those a signpost , so that the wrong way may be the right way , a contrary path for some may be the surest path to the End, if the End is where you are going. I am not entirely convinced of such platitude destinations , being a multi-disciplined scientist has its advantages of dealing with greater choices than what generally populate those minds around. I speak of experience , that is the way electrons move in atoms – have been there , the way life takes care of itself in cellular regeneration , I am still amongst that entanglement , The way energy is stored and released in every substance , between every dielectric … Within each dialectic .. I talk a lot to other people , and when recognize such qualities as possess in another very rare person, that person becomes very special. They become rare earth. They freak out sometimes after months , because they see themselves, for I am that reflector , yet to share quality we must become Tame.
I shall mention here the Left and Right schools of thought belong on a battle field , which is why the human race spends so much time arguing > fighting. Allow a renaming of the Third School , to what I refer to as Middle Ground, that School of Thought has taught mastery of patience to many , as it holds the balance of absolute power where there is not much room for error. To uncover connecting pathways between these Schools possesses one with a discovery reserved for higher beings. This is also the story of how some of these paths were revealed , by the patience of the remarkable first person within this experience, Ana. Fortune smiles when I had the pleasure to introduce her to Vladimir , only her interests lay in a cooking book , that she found on his shelf, rather than in friendship. We know not to remove a thing from a friends house on a first visit.
NOW Fast Forward 7 months , , ,
Ana is a fast learner , like life, she jus loves a warm bed … Israel Regardie is an author of the Golden Dawn, the first book I bought her, contained incantations which she surprised me with one morning, after I spilled coffee over her in a snap punch to her cup… That is , a drink of redemption, served in a special cup , then snatch away without warning , a mental spell , and cast the cup down to break it …
Ana cursed after her second powerful throw onto a cemented road failed to break the cup or even the large slender tear shaped handle , as watching an agonizing act bounce across the road intact a 2nd time , It was like watching something in slow motion bounce around on the moon, internally held together , the maddening look on her face showed jus how serious this had to be , even tho I wanted to run and possess this beautiful cup … Knew it was as impossible as to possess this object of desire trying to break it … So let it go , and the third powerful downward blast , broke the cup into three major pieces, like shells their pathway curved in an upward spiral ..
I shall save the story of reversal of this curse , for another day. Of course, taking the major spirals …
Why a girl sure of her Path , allows a stranger to convince her to get off the bus, beats me , well , there was the Police harassments , and the usual unkind words of What are you doing with him , , , all simple Left school attacks, while I had to show a hatred for the Left even tho I support their Cause, in destroying the Right. Needed to see how Ana would react to one such as me, told her about my idea to create spirit prisons on the asteroid belt and keep certain mentality separate for others to visit , yes this is digressing, but not if you read A Little Prince, funny that Ana bought me a copy for my birthday 2 months after told her this story.
This little book was her favorite, and it told a story about a Spirit who travelled to very small planets like asteroids, some of which had room for only 2 or 3 people, where he found strangers that seemed trapped into their set ways, each with a story to tell , and each having a profound addiction that reflects a weakness or blindness that only the prince (or any other visitor) could see , thus helping the prince find his way to a better life … Well the prince needed a release , so the story was not the great teaching that it purportedly held esteem to be.
.. As unkind as these LAST WORDS seem, I sent to this dynamic experience, it was a passionate delivery without premeditation , and shall be explained : Of spiral paths , only the worthwhile repeat, simply because to continue outward is a journey of greater separation than a life like Ana deserves .. unless she plans to meet with a god.. As her dreams guide her , I kno well she sees this promise etched into the frosty glass of her sleep .. ask her to be gentle with the next one she meets .. Chapter 2 soon…. Here is that unkind letter I sent purposefully
Enjoy your Travel Time. Dont dare look at the moon , and think outside of how you left. ( T & D ) left out at this stage .. explained by no matter how hard you Try , memory of this experience cannot Die
I know from last night dreaming , that you are a binary creature. Which means you go by 2 separate codes.
First is the dreamtime girl , who wakes with nothing more important but to pursue her cascade of dreams.
The other is the Hurt Girl , who lives in the real world , suffers a lot , especially when looking in the past.
She cries a lot in your dream , but Dream Girl chases away ,,, Want to chase dream , reality get lost ..
The real danger to U , is you have little control ( I have improved this greatly ) in the switch. YOU love to entertain the DreamGirl , because she represents the new U. That is, until the level comes crashing down.
First can I jus say , to better control timing of when that comes crashing down (cause it will again ) jus have extra strength from the experience , take a lot more pressure ,,, that is about to end. I am taking away support. I loved you , U know but didn’t care about it. So I though it best to leave the love in for a while that you may sense it , but sense the wrong way , with a nose up someone else …Thanking them for support. Well , Surprise … Surprise;. No matter what U read , or what you see , never get 2where w e were goin.
What happened, Your Other side could not make friends ; (w )
Lets call her the Real Girl RG – she is dynamic , adaptable , long distance, takes a lot, has a belief that she gives a lot , but is taking while entertaining ,, disappears as soon as she makes a mistake , or when she sees the wrong type of character on stage. Theres plenty of wrong characters, so she gives herself more than she should , everything ,,, thus things get a bit blurry ,,, as to right and wrong ,,,
She is attracted to beauty and Ugly , if the Ugly is quiet. She always cries in her dreams … but the other takes over. So she is discarded from having her own dreams , thrown away from her own desires , moves over for the dream girl who has taken possession of the Real Child – Real Girl , direction. Hijacked..
Its almost 2 years since this started , and reality in Australia was just the change RG was looking for Identity.
Something she had none of , pushed away , too beautiful ,, threw Self around a lot , and this was a new place. WE all know what can happen here , New Things ! Well that’s the first layer of reality , then the parasites take over , cause they have been there longer , and know what really drives this Child.
Sooo , its temptation Time. Like being in a lolly shop. Hoooray … Lets go …
Never mind who we trample on ,,, Lets just say that reality is coming back real soon ,
There is a saying that Pigs dig into mud deeper , so they can see themselves better … ( for clarity another male companion who I spoke with, below)
The fact you support a man who thinks you are a Rabbit , even when I said to you what he told me , U still support him , shows you cant care he has no better role for U, than how he thinks of U. Obviously you hide your pleasure deep inside , not knowing what it really is. Your want and enjoy is melted …
She hasn’t spoken to me since. Until she realizes why I say these things, she won’t. Lets jus say that communicate better with her Spirit , now have found a friend. Do not let this wonder go. We all get in our own way , meaning it takes someone else to show you how to respect yourself. That is the hardest thing, cause of all the shit that happens, No wonder Catholic Self Punishment.
Maybe its jus a virus , working on that , but have no way to be sure in this life, except one plan , and that is , slowly kill off the virus , taking note how strong my link still is. Jus a plan. .. Now 4 years on, everything gone / destroyed / stolen thru broken promise no matter how much skin support … time chasing .. may as well stayed home
Maybe there comes another way , am not rushed in the moment with such goddess dream that no-one has yet surpassed, and maybe no-one will ? Can say this with certainty, Ana Spirit is like a guiding light, an I still work for the both of us , even tho she is in denial , the epitome of a petulant Child, manifesting capricious nature like the little power horse she is… What to expect near 22 ? Well if U spoke with her for a month , you may get to know what I mean… but in one day, one only sees an intelligent young lady… taken this way or away depending on what is said, for she is a good listener..
that does not matter, for now a kindred Spirit that has shown the door in my cave… The cave I can finally leave , it was my spirit prison that my father set for me , he never wished well , always cursing , saying will live under a bridge. Well old man, that bridge has come and gone, theres nothin you can do anymore to hurt everything around me …including my age. If theres purpose it will surface.
It has taken a young lady to wake a dream , An I can never forget that.. as so many (future) things that may become chapters in this book …
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